Saturday, May 12, 2012

Amish Nursery

We are lucky enough to live by the most beautiful, calming, bountiful Amish nursery. I started going there ever since I was pregnant with Emma. The owners have seen her grow and now they were happy to see her little baby sister too. This was Alexandra's first official visit to the nursery outside of my womb.

A very loving, peaceful, full of smiles and kind words family owns the nursery. They have always been so gracious to me, especially when I was pregnant. They would immediately and joyously offer to carry the produce and plants to the car for me. Always helpful and at ease, I am amazed and inspired by their being. There is so much to learn from them.

The owner of the nursery and mama of the family mentioned how big Alexandra was for her age. My husband Juan Carlos told her proudly that she was born at home. I thought to myself: "oh no! I can't believe he just did that! she probably had ten kids at home and it's not a big deal... they all have their kids at home." So I immediately asked her: "How many kids did you have at home?" and she graciously answered: "Nine and that's the best place to have them!" and we all agreed.

Emma was so happy to pick out flowers for the garden, as so was I. We already planted some marigold seeds at home, but I love marigolds so much that I had to get some that were already in full bloom. Marigolds remind me of India, of the peaceful rush of life, of temples and garlands, of women working in the flower fields and selling flowers in baskets. Having those precious flowers at home just takes me back to joyous times I was blessed enough to have in India.

I am glad that my daughters share my love of flowers and gardening. Emma loves to get into the dirt, plant seeds, water plants, smell the flowers, and pick whatever edible leaves she can get her hands on. For now Alexandra enjoys observing all the gardening activity and taking in the beauty of it all.












Monday, April 30, 2012

Busy Bees




Wildflowers! I love wildflowers and so do my girls. Today we were bumblebees buzzing around in search of pretty flowers in the forest. It is amazing how many different kinds of wildflowers there are and it is so much fun to discover them with my little busy bees. On our adventure we found two beehives, checked out the honey and watched bees at work. Nature is so much fun!






















Monday, April 16, 2012

My Muses


Alexandra & Emma are my precious jewels, they are the most beautiful garlands that I will ever have and I love them dearly. My daughters are my muses and they inspire me to grow, create and become a better human being day by day. The most wonderful gift that I have received from them is to be in the moment and that there is someone more important and greater than myself that I would give my life to in an instant. I relive my childhood with them. Lying under the stars, running in green fields, smelling fresh flowers, dancing and singing in full joy, discovering the astonishing world around us, dreaming and becoming, creating works of art and cupcakes, snuggling and swimming: those are my favorite things with them.



Mother's Love



I've been wanting to start this blog for a while and I was just not sure on where to begin. Then my mom came yesterday to visit and it dawned on me that I should start from the beginning, my mom. I am sure that my mom has inspired me in the choices that I make for my children. She delivered me naturally, nursed me and stayed home to take care of me when I was little. For that I am forever thankful and I honor her.



So I do the same with my children. I birthed my daughters naturally, one in the hospital and one at home, glad to have peacefully and lovingly welcomed them into the world. Along with their dad, my life partner, who channeled strength and support during such a precious moment in our lives. I nursed my first born for 27 months until I was pregnant with my second baby and now I nurse her too,  feeling honored that I can nourish them with what they need. I am blessed to be a stay at home mom and I cherish every moment with my girls, being in the moment with them and creating a beautiful future together.